the rhythm.

 hello.  its me sam perry. writing again. to you. on the internet. under my new domain name.

donatetoresearch.gay

i found out about the .gay extension like a week ago it feels important to invest in a user friendly and memorable experience on my website

i told myself i wouldnt try to write a weekly/monthly update and instead talk about specific things on my blog, but these last like 3 weeks went by so fast i feel like talking about them directly instead. cuz idk if its work or just not having enough to do in my schedule but everything just 

i started my intermittent fasting again. haven't done that since americorps. I felt like ive been eating like shit lately and needed a diet change so im sticking to a lot of vegetables and rice between the hours of 12pm and 8pm. keeps me constricted to eating before and at work and tames the overeating habit ive put myself into. nothing tastes as great as skinny makes you shit. which is constantly. mmmm fiber...

also quit the caffeine almost entirely, huge difference in my every day life. now whenever i get anxious i know i have one less substance missing from the life elixir i run on day to day

but i need to go back to the gym to feel entirely better i think, ive been out of it for a solid 2 weeks now. i deadass am living for the weekends. i feel 30 saying that. look at me in my dumb corporate email job im so exhausted uugghhh my wife better have that stouffers ready with the game and a natty bo on my masturbation chair or shes walking into a doorway for the fifth time this week. 

I get off of work so late now and end up sleeping until around 11am since i dont go into work until 1pm anyways. which i mean is nice if i go out or whatever but staying until like 11pm some days sucks ass if people wanna make plans on weekdays. and by the time I get off work im so tired i just end up going home to sleep instead of looking for something productive to do like go to the gym/make music/write my blog ect.

shit blows🌬

the coggiest cog in the blood factory촉

but the work is fine i get paid to write my blog like i am doing right now

hooray ⤲⟰

and although the weekdays are repetitive the weekends HAVE been fun.

i went to a big show at the skatepark and it was pretty fun. some dude busted his lip in half and i had to put it back together for him. put like 4 people in the back of my baja and drove to 7-11 where my dear friend David played guitar in the middle of the gas station. Awesome! embarrassing yet beautiful times.

One weekend went to a Banshee show always a good time, and then went to an internet cafe with the goat Terry to play Fortnite and CS2. On the way there I flipped a dude off and he got out of his car and tried to beat me up, thanks for saving me Terry 🫂

 <--- outfit I wore that night

Went to a labor day party last weekend hosted by my friend Annaleise, was #dope, official hotdog champion by default. I had a hurricane shot for the first time, unfortunately no video i can post here but i can assure you i was prepared and handled it like an adult. Very fun time with friends and grateful to be invited ☺

labor day fire -------->

hadyn and i went down to Delaware to move the last of her stuff up here for school. we originally were going to rent a truck but because i am awesome at towing things and have access to vehicles with that capability we rented a trailer instead. shoutout to the uhaul in kingsessing they let us leave even with broken tail light hookup cables thanks guys good doing business with you

we stopped at waffle house on the way down because ive spent too long without it and i didnt even know they had them around. weekend trip for me from now on because where else are you getting this quality spread 

waffle ------>  

i didnt have any cash to tip so i went allll the way over to a wawa with an ATM, drove allllll the way back to the waffle house to hand them a crisp 20. You're welcome, America. 𝆑

moved a shit ton of stuff, dropped it off at like 3 different places, had somebody in the parking lot watch in awe as I, yes me, the goat, backed up the trailer perfectly into place, everything done in a single day. Photos for reference of #operationawesome completed at about 11:00pm.

 

Also built a lot of ikea furniture and definitely had no screwups and built everything the first time and didnt lose any parts and did not have to order them and wait a week because that would never happen

i did have a bad experience at a show recently though. It was some alright music, Mom's Living Room in north philly, hardcore bill, but all the people there were rude as fuck dude. Everyone I tried to talk to either ignored me or said an acknowledging word and turned away. even people by themselves dude. what. like one or two exceptions but damn dude am I just that unapproachable and offputting? shit had me reevaluating my whole place within the hardcore scene dude, like am I not dressed right? is there something on my face? did I call someone a slur, sometimes faggot slips out i dont mean it that way please

i am welcome within the diy community and I can conduct conversations with strangers

you are not more hardcore than me dh

when i'm at work I put on music at my desk because nobody is there as late as me, please give me recs n such (preferably not on spotify so i can break my habit and commit to leaving it) right now im listening to visager and ziviofantom 𝄞

many other posts coming soon i just need to make some contextual media for them before posting 

ok bye bye see u soon intenet ✉